I think I found better ways to relieve stress. For the past few weeks it felt like things were building up to a point where I felt like I couldn’t take much more. I felt alone, scarred among other things. In the end it came down to me just literally pushing myself aside; away mentally and physically from everything that bothered me and just lounging and giving my mind a break. When things start to come our way we often feel obligated to deal with it all at once and we are in it alone. The fact of the matter is without God we are alone, and until we get ourselves together and focus on him, we will continue to feel this loneliness. As my second schoolyear comes to a close much has occurred that has made me feel less of myself and I hated it. I guess I’m writing this to say that even though I label myself as a Christian I still struggle like any other human being with issues. Yet through his grace alone, I will come out of all of this a better person and those around me will see it. For those who have been there and will always be I thank you as you pray and wish me well through this transition I will be making. One day at a time. It’s not enough for me to type this out I must faithfully allow Him to change me. Enough words time for action. Grace and Peace to you all.